Jun 25, 2005 00:13
It's hard to explain but i enjoy it. Chloe and I have been together for a year, 1 month, and 3 days. Each day we've learned something new about each other. Now i'm going to bable about love and how much i am in love with this girl that i love more than anything or anyone ever. She wasn't what i expected. I came into this relationship not knowing what to do or who i was. I was lost and felt as though i had no REAL friends, no one to talk with or hang out with. She loved me and showed me that she loved me. I didn't know what love was, I didnt know anything. I was just a kid that didn't know what to be. I'm not part of a group, have any specific friends or anything like that. I have Mark and I love him as my best friend but sometimes he just doesnt cut it. Chloe talked with me, hung out with me, showed me who I was and who I am. She loved me and she just loved me soo much. She introduced me to her family, her brother, sister, mum, and dad. I met her friends, became friends with them and we had fun. I spent all the time i could with this girl, and I loved it.
Chloe you took me from a sloppy kid that probably hung out with the wrong people and turned me into a more mature kid, that understands and learns. I take care of myself and I'm responsible. You taught me love and how to love. I didnt know how to. No matter what other people say, i never loved anyone as much as you chloe. You make me feel like i, i just feel really good. Even just thinking about you makes me happy and sad. I want to be with you. I want to grow with you and be happy with you. I just want to be with you. Chloe I dont care about all the things that Ive done wrong or that my parents have done. I just know that you and I were meant to be and I dont care. I love you so much. And we we're together it is like magic but better. We just click and when we're together i feel so safe and happy. I just want to cuddle and sleep and just be with you. You make me feel so happy. If i could i would just cuddle up in a little room with no door or key or window with you and just be with you. I wouldnt care.
I dont feel bad but i feel worried. I love you so much. I dont want you to go. Your my beautiful chloe that has taught me everything. I need you soo much chloe. I need you hugs and your smiles and your kisses. I need your little faces and all the little things. I love everything about you. I feel blessed and that nothing could be better. I feel that our love is amazing and that we will always be together through everything.
You're perfect for me and we're learning together and I just want you to know that I love you chloe.
I love you. It's hard to explain but i enjoy it. You're my life. I'm never not thinking about you.Never.
I never knew love before you and I never want to know love without you.
love you forever and always.
love Paul.xoxo