[Fic] Till Death Do Us Part (NC-17) Yunho/Jaejoong, Jaejoong/Yoochun
Title: Till Death Do Us Part
Pairings; Yunho/Jaejoong, Jaejoong/Yoochun (on the side)
Rating: NC-17( to be safe)
Warnings: Character Death
Genre: Angst
Length: One-shot
A/N: Un-betaed, also my first fiction so please be kind! Comments very much appreciated.
Summary: Jaejoong’s execution day has arrived, He now looks back at how he came to be here but also seeing that his action brought him something worth killing and dieing for.
(Past)
Looking back at when we first started our relationship makes me wonder why I never saw the end coming. Why even with all my doubts I still came to you and vowed “I do” and became yours till death do us part. It’s is ironic how that is just what happened…..how we became apart. At first we had the perfect relationship. You were loving, caring and showered me with all the attention and love I would ever want. As time went on we both started to feel the stress of life but managed to make time for our little own special place where everything is perfect. You would come home and kiss me hello “how was your day baby” then sitting down with me resting my head on your lap in silence as you would run your fingers thought my hair. I can feel the need you have for my physical attention, and not long after fighting off your seductive touches that I find myself giving in and leaning in for a kiss. Sweet simple and very romantic, I melt under your kisses as you start to lead us to the bedroom, where you always knew how to express you love in more ways than one. Every time you always gave me wave of pleasure different from the last. During times like these you could say I was in heaven.
(Present)
Number R41756 get up it's time for your medication. I look up at the nurse and sit up on my bed to face her. I take the pills from her, and then she come closer to me and says “it’s a shame that today is your last day and that such and beautiful face will be lost" As I heard these word my heart skipped a beat because I finally am hearing the words I have wanted to hear for so long. My time has finally come to walk down that long dark corridor to my rebirth, to the shining light. The nurse leaves and I go back to my past, my reason for being here, my long lost love, how this new Jaejoong came to be.
(Past)
Some months have passed and the newly wed aura in our home is gone. No
more am I greeted with a warm heart felt kiss and no more do you ask how was my day. As months go by and you keep changing you also become more violent. With each passing day you come home later and later with a different scent and taste on your body and lips that is not your own. Drunken and enraged you come though those door and fear takes over me. This new Jaejoong has learned the hard way that you are best left alone when drunk the hard way and had the mental and physical scars to prove it, but none of that stops Yunho. I’m begging on my knees, my fear filled cries that beg you to stop this abuse on my body and mind that is ongoing till you pass out or you grow tried. After Yunho is done I am left to keep up the broken pieces of my heart. The old Jaejoong can’t find it in his heart to ever leave Yunho even after all he has put him
through. But with each new raw opened wound that Yunho makes, he is creating a new Jaejoong, one that can see a better future without this beast and one that is as equally as powerful as its creator.
(Present)
I look up after hearing the door to my room open and close and find my best friend and lover Yoochun looking at me with red puff eyes. I just figure he has heard the news because he is here and thank god that at least someone still cares about me. He starts to move toward me and I see that this is very hard for him so I open my arms and he comes running. He starts to cry and all I can do he hold him. I feel his tears soak threw my uniform and soon find myself wiping a tear that has fallen down my cheek. Then one after and other they start to fall. After all this time I have never let myself to shed a tear because it brings out the weak side of me. The sweet and innocent Jaejoong that was beaten and abused. Now I let these tears fall because I know there is no need for me to be the new Jaejoong, but to be the one that Yoochun can always relayed on
and the one that still needs to heal. We both stay like this till we run empty on tears. Yoochun looks up at me and says
“Hyung thanks for coming back…I missed you”
He looks away then and I feel his breath starting to become steady as he
begins to fall asleep.
“ Thanks for coming back and for always keeping the faith”
I whisper in his ear as I also give into the dark cloud of sleepiness that has come over me as I see the angelic smile on Yoochun face. We are awakened by the guard that tells us that visiting hours are over. I tell Yoochun go and he gives me one last hug before he turns and starts to walk off. When he reaches the door he looks back and his eyes are filled with something I have failed to see and feel in a long time….LOVE. He mouths to me
“See you tomorrow “
and he walks out the door. I lay back down on my bed and think over and over again at how Yoochun looked at him with so much love and finally after all this time smile as I let myself drown in this one lost emotion once again that Yoochun can only bring.
(Past)
I come home and as I open the door find clothes thrown all over the apartment. Then a wave moans and screams for pleasure come from our bedroom and I feel sick to my stomach that Yunho is in there with some slut on our bed having sex. I finally see that this is my window of opportunity to finally get back at the good for nothing cheat
man-whore that the beast is. I start walking to the kitchen thinking about how to make this the best dinner ever for this will be our last real dinner has man and wife. I finally go with making ramen because it’s simple and sweet. I put some water and broth in a pot and then the noodles go in. When everything is done I set the table for three.
One of these bowls is not the same as the others. I have added special powder to Yunho’s bowl. A few moments later Yunho and his slut finish their business can come out of the room to a happy faced Jaejoong. They both look surprised as he gets up comes over to then and guilds them over to the table. They all sit down as I motion for then to eat. The both pick up the spoons and start to eat. Jaejoong looks at them both and smile. He feels power and control running through his veins as he envisions the cyanide quickly making its way through Yunho's body. I see the slut get up and say goodnight to both as she leaves quickly making her way to the door. Yunho then looks at me, giving me the look that is well known between us‚ that lets me know that the hurt and abuse is coming. I pays no mind to this look and shows all the confidence in the world as I see's Yunho's hands start to shake a little and I knows that the poison taking effect. I clears his throat and begins to speak.
“Well Yunho I see that you don’t care at all because you finally bring home your slut for show and tell”.
As these words sink into Yunho’s head he starts to make attempts to grab me but Yunho feels a sudden weakness come over him and he starts to feel as if he can move at all. I walks over behind Yunho’s and runs my fingers through his hair.
“ You were everything to me Yunho and I gave myself to you in body, mind and soul, but you began to abuse me and treat me as second hand trash. No more did I see the warm Yunho that I married and loved so much”
I grabs a hand full of Yunho’s hair and pull as I comes near Yunho and whisper
“ But now you have created and new Jaejoong one that is just a bad as you. This is the perfect way to say goodbye so you feel how horror able felt when with beats like you”
I now walk around to be face to face with
“Thank you for showing me that the old me was naïve and innocent thinking that he couldn’t live without you when in reality you are the one thing my life that I can’t wait to get rid of”
I leans in to give Yunho one last final kiss. Just as sweet, simple and romantic as the warm heart felt kisses from long ago. I pull back and move quickly seeing that Yunho is now staring to the fall and turning blue. I hear Yunho’s silent screams of pain and I feel as if he is on top of the world. Knowing that I am now the master and Yunho is the dyeing slave. Yunho manages to crawl near me and gets a hold my leg and tries to pull me back but I turns around and stomps on his hand making him let go. I then just stare at him as he goes into cardiac arrest. Yunho’s eyes are fixed on mine and as he gives his last breath. Yunho sheds a tear for now he knows and feels the true meaning of pain.
(Present)
I feel the morning sun shining on my face and hear the guard come and open the door to my room. I know what do for I have dreamed about it many times before. We walk down the long dark corridor and at the end all I see is a light. The only things running through my mind are Yunho and Yoochun. How Yunho set me free…free to see that someone else can love me. How Yoochun came to me and shared many special moments putting me at peace with myself and the world, helping me come closer to my rebirth. How he made me love again after I thought I could no more. The door in front of me opens and I sit on my death bed. I lay down and the guard leaves closing the door behind him. Across the room a window is uncovered and Yoochun is there looking at me with the same love filled eyes as yesterday but today they aren’t puffy nor red. He comes closer to the glass and smiles as he mouths to me
“Hyung I love you”.
“Love you too Yoochun”
I say as the room is secured and the carbon monoxide is released. I close my eyes still facing Yoochun. I play today’s and yesterday’s scene over and over again in my head as the gas starts to work its magic and feel once again a dark cloud of sleepiness come over me knowing that it is my last.
“Hyung thanks for coming back…I missed you”
He looks away then and I feel his breath starting to become steady as he
begins to fall asleep.
“Thanks for coming back and for always keeping the faith” I whisper in his ear
He comes closer to the glass and smiles as he mouths to me “Hyung I love you”.
“Love you too Yoochun”
Pairings; Yunho/Jaejoong, Jaejoong/Yoochun (on the side)
Rating: NC-17( to be safe)
Warnings: Character Death
Genre: Angst
Length: One-shot
A/N: Un-betaed, also my first fiction so please be kind! Comments very much appreciated.
Summary: Jaejoong’s execution day has arrived, He now looks back at how he came to be here but also seeing that his action brought him something worth killing and dieing for.
(Past)
Looking back at when we first started our relationship makes me wonder why I never saw the end coming. Why even with all my doubts I still came to you and vowed “I do” and became yours till death do us part. It’s is ironic how that is just what happened…..how we became apart. At first we had the perfect relationship. You were loving, caring and showered me with all the attention and love I would ever want. As time went on we both started to feel the stress of life but managed to make time for our little own special place where everything is perfect. You would come home and kiss me hello “how was your day baby” then sitting down with me resting my head on your lap in silence as you would run your fingers thought my hair. I can feel the need you have for my physical attention, and not long after fighting off your seductive touches that I find myself giving in and leaning in for a kiss. Sweet simple and very romantic, I melt under your kisses as you start to lead us to the bedroom, where you always knew how to express you love in more ways than one. Every time you always gave me wave of pleasure different from the last. During times like these you could say I was in heaven.
(Present)
Number R41756 get up it's time for your medication. I look up at the nurse and sit up on my bed to face her. I take the pills from her, and then she come closer to me and says “it’s a shame that today is your last day and that such and beautiful face will be lost" As I heard these word my heart skipped a beat because I finally am hearing the words I have wanted to hear for so long. My time has finally come to walk down that long dark corridor to my rebirth, to the shining light. The nurse leaves and I go back to my past, my reason for being here, my long lost love, how this new Jaejoong came to be.
(Past)
Some months have passed and the newly wed aura in our home is gone. No
more am I greeted with a warm heart felt kiss and no more do you ask how was my day. As months go by and you keep changing you also become more violent. With each passing day you come home later and later with a different scent and taste on your body and lips that is not your own. Drunken and enraged you come though those door and fear takes over me. This new Jaejoong has learned the hard way that you are best left alone when drunk the hard way and had the mental and physical scars to prove it, but none of that stops Yunho. I’m begging on my knees, my fear filled cries that beg you to stop this abuse on my body and mind that is ongoing till you pass out or you grow tried. After Yunho is done I am left to keep up the broken pieces of my heart. The old Jaejoong can’t find it in his heart to ever leave Yunho even after all he has put him
through. But with each new raw opened wound that Yunho makes, he is creating a new Jaejoong, one that can see a better future without this beast and one that is as equally as powerful as its creator.
(Present)
I look up after hearing the door to my room open and close and find my best friend and lover Yoochun looking at me with red puff eyes. I just figure he has heard the news because he is here and thank god that at least someone still cares about me. He starts to move toward me and I see that this is very hard for him so I open my arms and he comes running. He starts to cry and all I can do he hold him. I feel his tears soak threw my uniform and soon find myself wiping a tear that has fallen down my cheek. Then one after and other they start to fall. After all this time I have never let myself to shed a tear because it brings out the weak side of me. The sweet and innocent Jaejoong that was beaten and abused. Now I let these tears fall because I know there is no need for me to be the new Jaejoong, but to be the one that Yoochun can always relayed on
and the one that still needs to heal. We both stay like this till we run empty on tears. Yoochun looks up at me and says
“Hyung thanks for coming back…I missed you”
He looks away then and I feel his breath starting to become steady as he
begins to fall asleep.
“ Thanks for coming back and for always keeping the faith”
I whisper in his ear as I also give into the dark cloud of sleepiness that has come over me as I see the angelic smile on Yoochun face. We are awakened by the guard that tells us that visiting hours are over. I tell Yoochun go and he gives me one last hug before he turns and starts to walk off. When he reaches the door he looks back and his eyes are filled with something I have failed to see and feel in a long time….LOVE. He mouths to me
“See you tomorrow “
and he walks out the door. I lay back down on my bed and think over and over again at how Yoochun looked at him with so much love and finally after all this time smile as I let myself drown in this one lost emotion once again that Yoochun can only bring.
(Past)
I come home and as I open the door find clothes thrown all over the apartment. Then a wave moans and screams for pleasure come from our bedroom and I feel sick to my stomach that Yunho is in there with some slut on our bed having sex. I finally see that this is my window of opportunity to finally get back at the good for nothing cheat
man-whore that the beast is. I start walking to the kitchen thinking about how to make this the best dinner ever for this will be our last real dinner has man and wife. I finally go with making ramen because it’s simple and sweet. I put some water and broth in a pot and then the noodles go in. When everything is done I set the table for three.
One of these bowls is not the same as the others. I have added special powder to Yunho’s bowl. A few moments later Yunho and his slut finish their business can come out of the room to a happy faced Jaejoong. They both look surprised as he gets up comes over to then and guilds them over to the table. They all sit down as I motion for then to eat. The both pick up the spoons and start to eat. Jaejoong looks at them both and smile. He feels power and control running through his veins as he envisions the cyanide quickly making its way through Yunho's body. I see the slut get up and say goodnight to both as she leaves quickly making her way to the door. Yunho then looks at me, giving me the look that is well known between us‚ that lets me know that the hurt and abuse is coming. I pays no mind to this look and shows all the confidence in the world as I see's Yunho's hands start to shake a little and I knows that the poison taking effect. I clears his throat and begins to speak.
“Well Yunho I see that you don’t care at all because you finally bring home your slut for show and tell”.
As these words sink into Yunho’s head he starts to make attempts to grab me but Yunho feels a sudden weakness come over him and he starts to feel as if he can move at all. I walks over behind Yunho’s and runs my fingers through his hair.
“ You were everything to me Yunho and I gave myself to you in body, mind and soul, but you began to abuse me and treat me as second hand trash. No more did I see the warm Yunho that I married and loved so much”
I grabs a hand full of Yunho’s hair and pull as I comes near Yunho and whisper
“ But now you have created and new Jaejoong one that is just a bad as you. This is the perfect way to say goodbye so you feel how horror able felt when with beats like you”
I now walk around to be face to face with
“Thank you for showing me that the old me was naïve and innocent thinking that he couldn’t live without you when in reality you are the one thing my life that I can’t wait to get rid of”
I leans in to give Yunho one last final kiss. Just as sweet, simple and romantic as the warm heart felt kisses from long ago. I pull back and move quickly seeing that Yunho is now staring to the fall and turning blue. I hear Yunho’s silent screams of pain and I feel as if he is on top of the world. Knowing that I am now the master and Yunho is the dyeing slave. Yunho manages to crawl near me and gets a hold my leg and tries to pull me back but I turns around and stomps on his hand making him let go. I then just stare at him as he goes into cardiac arrest. Yunho’s eyes are fixed on mine and as he gives his last breath. Yunho sheds a tear for now he knows and feels the true meaning of pain.
(Present)
I feel the morning sun shining on my face and hear the guard come and open the door to my room. I know what do for I have dreamed about it many times before. We walk down the long dark corridor and at the end all I see is a light. The only things running through my mind are Yunho and Yoochun. How Yunho set me free…free to see that someone else can love me. How Yoochun came to me and shared many special moments putting me at peace with myself and the world, helping me come closer to my rebirth. How he made me love again after I thought I could no more. The door in front of me opens and I sit on my death bed. I lay down and the guard leaves closing the door behind him. Across the room a window is uncovered and Yoochun is there looking at me with the same love filled eyes as yesterday but today they aren’t puffy nor red. He comes closer to the glass and smiles as he mouths to me
“Hyung I love you”.
“Love you too Yoochun”
I say as the room is secured and the carbon monoxide is released. I close my eyes still facing Yoochun. I play today’s and yesterday’s scene over and over again in my head as the gas starts to work its magic and feel once again a dark cloud of sleepiness come over me knowing that it is my last.
“Hyung thanks for coming back…I missed you”
He looks away then and I feel his breath starting to become steady as he
begins to fall asleep.
“Thanks for coming back and for always keeping the faith” I whisper in his ear
He comes closer to the glass and smiles as he mouths to me “Hyung I love you”.
“Love you too Yoochun”