Sep 17, 2004 05:01
its 5am and i cant sleep.. ive been lying in my bed since four.. i think i give up n im just gunna stay up bc i have to get ready for skool in an hr..
evrything sucks.. im at one of those points where i hate everything n im just so down and i feel so.. idk.. shitty.. doesnt help that im pmsing either ((sure every1 wanted to no that))
i took a walk to rb by myself yesterday.. just walked around... needed to get out n clear my head bc every1 was pissing me off... but wen i got home it was all the same.. idk why i expected anything to be better.. im really not good with making anything better..
idk i have so many fucking things i want to say and i just cant get them out.. this sucks.. i dont wanna cause a problem and i dont no how to say it.. like in my head its all clear but as soon as i try to let it out it gets all jumbled up n thats it..