Jan 02, 2006 03:41
Well I will never forget 2005.. It started off good! Crashed my Rocket, Didn't die or really even get hurt to bad just had road rash for like 3 months! so I guess I can look at that as a good thing or a bad thing and I kinda look at it both ways I mean I wrecked my bike! and I had road rash and shit for 3 months but I didnt die so that's a really good thing Beings how Briteny was coming! before and after that I was partying a lot so that was good! than I fucked somethings up that I really wish I woulda never done! because I love Andrea so much! but shit happens umm than Briteny was born and I was at the hospital everynight fucked up! so that wasn't to good I was an alcoholic this spring! oops.... but than Briteny was born and I still didnt get my shit together! I was partying 5 out of 7 days a week! but than after My birthday I didnt party anymore! idk y but after I turned 20 Maybe I started to grow up some.. but not enough! Andrea makes me feel like Im not supposed to hang out with my friends and pary maybe that has something to do with y i dont party nemore idk I just wish that I was better to her but I can't give up my life for her! Hopefully 2006 I will actually get my shit together and Grow up be a Man and take care of my family! well this entry is fucked up so im out My Nephew is 1 tomorrow well today the 2nd! and briteny will be 1 in 5 months!