Mar 16, 2005 19:33
I think the lack of updates has something to do with my interest in livejournal. Myspace has sharded it. Its addicting and an addiction is simply something you cannot stop. I want to start posting more and have cleaner entries.
I want to clense my spirit, wounds and mind. I feel the burden of others around me inflicting on operation and focus. I think i have changed a lot between my last entry to now. It seems crazy but as a person i have opened my eyes up to so many more beauties, strategies, morals, and theories.
I hope to learn more and i know i will because that's what life is all about. One thing that i do want to work on is my moods. They are not as they seem. People can view me as bipolar or moody, but for one emotion to be entertained, it must be emotionally umbrella'd in human embracement. Emotions do not come to us for no reason, I just beleive they should be used and taken advantage of their purpose, as to that's what they want. Then one must be mature enough to let it go after it is fully used, moving onto another completely new emotion.
Emotions are one of the most addicting factors of humankind. More than food, sex, hobbies, and almost addicting as heroin. This is a proven fact.
Maybe someone scrolling through their friend's page will actually learn and pick up on something more important than platonic potent ions.
The problem is a trust issue of aging entrophic ideas.