"whos behind the curtain anyway?"
Still not much going on. I found my phone awhile back if anyone was wondering.. well bister did actually.. yup.
I decided to stop writing cause its been the same stupid crap everyday. I needed some time to just think about whats going on with me instead of talking out of my ass. Ive put off a lot of things.. and/or people for awhile cause.. well i needed it. I needed things to just be calm for awhile.. as much as possible, and some things can just be a lot for me. I dont know. I still don't understand a lot and i don't think i ever will. So since there doesnt seem to be anything i can do to help that.. im just trying to enjoy life.. in simple ways. With people i feel comfortable with and so on.
For once i feel like i have a goal im reaching for. Something that keeps me going. The other day.. some of us came up with a great idea. Since bister and i are trying to save up, to help me start a recording studio type of thing, and Cody already has a lot and does live shows all the time, and kingsbury and scott are well getting into their film thing... we thought of combining and the big picture.. is to hopefully.. put on shows with bands.. or not even just hafta be that.. and cody can do the live show.. he can then send all the channels to us and we can record the live audio... and then kingsbury and scott and take care of filming shows. Then we can mix the audio, sync up video. So hopefully we can make DVD's of bands playing and eventually compilations and what not. This is something that were hoping we can start doing around the end of summer (as long as were able to get the money we think we can). This is the kind of stuff i feel like i want to do for a living. So im very excited. Ive been spending the last days figuring every detail out. and it feels good... something ive been wanting to feel for awhile.
to end this.. i say... MC Chris rocks.. thanks to kingsbury for burning me that cd. I showed it to Jason.. hes now making a copy haha.
Other then that.. I'd say the high point of my daily life recently was from today:
I was driving Bister, Kingsbury, and Katy to Wendy's. We were stopped up front at a light at Five Corners. Conversation goes something like this...
(windows are up and they were talking about the car next to us where two fat women in a van were)
"why dont you look again? huh?!" -Kingsbury
laughs
"i double dog dare you.... oh! shes turning! cmon.. a little more.. look at us!" -K
laughs
"they saw us talking to them... they are laughing" -Katy
(eventually window rolls down)
"hey... hows it going?" -K.
(the women say something)
"good good" -K
"just waiting for the light to change green" -Bister
*Kingsbury screams frantically for a long time then ducks down*
Women in other car: What are you?? 12??
"What are you?!?! FAT?!?! from the looks of it.. YOU should be going to Wendy's..." - K.
*light is STILL RED and STAYS red for another minute... me not looking trying not to laugh*
we drive away.. woman in other car shyly gives us the finger.. then kingsbury returns it yelling "BITCH!"
that was fun.
Now school can end. I can work more. Get money for studio. Go to warped tour in montreal (even though thats not for a bit)... and so on..
I decided to stop writing cause its been the same stupid crap everyday. I needed some time to just think about whats going on with me instead of talking out of my ass. Ive put off a lot of things.. and/or people for awhile cause.. well i needed it. I needed things to just be calm for awhile.. as much as possible, and some things can just be a lot for me. I dont know. I still don't understand a lot and i don't think i ever will. So since there doesnt seem to be anything i can do to help that.. im just trying to enjoy life.. in simple ways. With people i feel comfortable with and so on.
For once i feel like i have a goal im reaching for. Something that keeps me going. The other day.. some of us came up with a great idea. Since bister and i are trying to save up, to help me start a recording studio type of thing, and Cody already has a lot and does live shows all the time, and kingsbury and scott are well getting into their film thing... we thought of combining and the big picture.. is to hopefully.. put on shows with bands.. or not even just hafta be that.. and cody can do the live show.. he can then send all the channels to us and we can record the live audio... and then kingsbury and scott and take care of filming shows. Then we can mix the audio, sync up video. So hopefully we can make DVD's of bands playing and eventually compilations and what not. This is something that were hoping we can start doing around the end of summer (as long as were able to get the money we think we can). This is the kind of stuff i feel like i want to do for a living. So im very excited. Ive been spending the last days figuring every detail out. and it feels good... something ive been wanting to feel for awhile.
to end this.. i say... MC Chris rocks.. thanks to kingsbury for burning me that cd. I showed it to Jason.. hes now making a copy haha.
Other then that.. I'd say the high point of my daily life recently was from today:
I was driving Bister, Kingsbury, and Katy to Wendy's. We were stopped up front at a light at Five Corners. Conversation goes something like this...
(windows are up and they were talking about the car next to us where two fat women in a van were)
"why dont you look again? huh?!" -Kingsbury
laughs
"i double dog dare you.... oh! shes turning! cmon.. a little more.. look at us!" -K
laughs
"they saw us talking to them... they are laughing" -Katy
(eventually window rolls down)
"hey... hows it going?" -K.
(the women say something)
"good good" -K
"just waiting for the light to change green" -Bister
*Kingsbury screams frantically for a long time then ducks down*
Women in other car: What are you?? 12??
"What are you?!?! FAT?!?! from the looks of it.. YOU should be going to Wendy's..." - K.
*light is STILL RED and STAYS red for another minute... me not looking trying not to laugh*
we drive away.. woman in other car shyly gives us the finger.. then kingsbury returns it yelling "BITCH!"
that was fun.
Now school can end. I can work more. Get money for studio. Go to warped tour in montreal (even though thats not for a bit)... and so on..