Keeping up appearances...
I am trying like hell not to be the person who disappears off the social scene once they get themselves a boyfriend. But at the same time I have be realistic. Things cannot be as they once were... I remember summer weeks where I would be catching up with a different person every night of the week, and then squeezing in three or four over the weekend. It was crazy, and I don't want to go back to that. There are too many new things in my life... But at the same time I don't want to lose quality people.
What makes it harder is that there were many people I had this single comraderie with... And I just wonder what the hell we'd talk about now that there's no stories of freaks that we've recently dated, etc. People like Richard, Simon, Adrien, etc etc... But at least I haven't lost touch with my close friends. They won't let me for a start...
As for happenings...? There isn't a whole lot really. Oh I found my Fleetwood Mac cd that I thought I'd lost. It seems small, but I was really really happy when I found it. All I had to do was look inside my dvd player... That's a shocker. It means I haven't used that bastard in over six months.
Now that I no longer bowl on Tuesday's (Ray C has made a poor attempt at replacing me I hear), I am thinking of spending those evenings honing my tennis abilities... I have been spurred on by recent games whereby I've proved to myself that I am actually ok and will a bit of professional advice, perhaps I'll win a game one of these days. So Jensen's tennis centre here I come...
What makes it harder is that there were many people I had this single comraderie with... And I just wonder what the hell we'd talk about now that there's no stories of freaks that we've recently dated, etc. People like Richard, Simon, Adrien, etc etc... But at least I haven't lost touch with my close friends. They won't let me for a start...
As for happenings...? There isn't a whole lot really. Oh I found my Fleetwood Mac cd that I thought I'd lost. It seems small, but I was really really happy when I found it. All I had to do was look inside my dvd player... That's a shocker. It means I haven't used that bastard in over six months.
Now that I no longer bowl on Tuesday's (Ray C has made a poor attempt at replacing me I hear), I am thinking of spending those evenings honing my tennis abilities... I have been spurred on by recent games whereby I've proved to myself that I am actually ok and will a bit of professional advice, perhaps I'll win a game one of these days. So Jensen's tennis centre here I come...