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alright so last night was awesome as it always is with carlos, but he was just so sweet last night. he came over after work and had brought me a dozen roses of all different colors. then takes me to the mall to buy my favorite candy all just because. there was no reason he just kept sayin it was to show how much he appreciates me cuz he says he doesnt do that enough. then we went to toppers for some pizza mm it was so yummy and then back to his apartment to go swimming in his pool and then hot tub. that was fun his roomates came out to the hot tub later and we all just chilled and stuff and actually are gonna go out with brad and jenny saturday cuz jenny is gonna go to clu next year and she wants to talk to me so that shoudl be fun. then after the pool and stuff and after we showered we just hung out listened to music and talked about everything it was so nice just layin in bed and talking. i feel so comfortable around him and can tell him anything and we keep avoiding the fact im leaving though i said something and he got so sad and of course that made me sad so we just didnt talk about it but we will have to i mean i go home in a week which isnt a big deal but come july and i will be much farther so i dunno what will happen we will have to wait and see i guess