wheres the kid with the chemicals, i thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sure?
I told linz last saturday that he was gunna sleep thru mother's day and forget about me until an hour before work. That night i was sad about it and i told him, because he asked what the problem was... he swore up and down left and right he was gunna prove me wrong. It was gunna be MY day and by God he was gunna let me have one day, blah , blah... Promised because he had to work and had no money, we would do some thing special after his pay day. Buy me somethin and take me out to eat. Well monday was payday and that night he came home with a $40 bottle of whiskey that i TOLD him i didnt want. 'oh well then i guess i'll just have to start going to the speakeasy and bottleg shots on Sundays'. you know to make his money back... hah! tuesday is his day off and M is in school mon thru wed, so did we go out to eat? nope. his friends came over and stole my neighboring oxygen. Its not that his friends are bad, they aren't but i sure do think i see some of them more than i do him and it sure is irritating. Well time progresses and I decide what I want him to buy for me ( a tattoo). He tells me he cant afford a tatto that matt has already said he'd do in shop for me for about 50-60 bucks so I'm fuming at him by wednesday night.Thursday he gets up after paying no attention to his girlfriend that he makes stay f and goes into work first thing off schedule. telling me to move out you cunt bitch i hate you. i am so tired of this. before he left he hugs me tells me i am the reason he gets up int he morning I am his everything. I think it's because he wants to have sex tonight after his day at work...
my stomach hurts.