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The one thing I'm going to miss most about having someone in my life is sleeping with them. Now I'm not being crass either so get your head out of the fucking gutter people. I'm talking spooning, cuddling, holding someone in your arms as you fall asleep and then seeing them first thing when you wake up. Its kind of upsetting to know that right now I can no longer have that.
I'm thinking about moving to California within the next few months. This was all Lee's idea, him and his Juicery venture...but it certainly has me thinking. I need to get the fuck out of this town. Theres nothing left for me here save a few close friends...but I'm not going to lose them no matter how long I'm gone so thats a non-issue. I would just need to get my debt shit worked out, maybe strike a deal with Sallie Mae and ACS to divide what i haven't paid amongst the left over installments instead of trying to do one large lump sum what's past due. I dont know what I'd do once out there though. Find some shitty job?? Go back to school?? Make new friends? Start a new life? Who knows. Maybe its too drastic...but i also know i need a severe change in the way my life is currently going.
I'm thinking about moving to California within the next few months. This was all Lee's idea, him and his Juicery venture...but it certainly has me thinking. I need to get the fuck out of this town. Theres nothing left for me here save a few close friends...but I'm not going to lose them no matter how long I'm gone so thats a non-issue. I would just need to get my debt shit worked out, maybe strike a deal with Sallie Mae and ACS to divide what i haven't paid amongst the left over installments instead of trying to do one large lump sum what's past due. I dont know what I'd do once out there though. Find some shitty job?? Go back to school?? Make new friends? Start a new life? Who knows. Maybe its too drastic...but i also know i need a severe change in the way my life is currently going.