Sep 11, 2005 14:05
i used to think that if i killed it,
you would owe me the life.
the life i took from within myself
cut like butter and a hot knife
for a moment though i felt a viod
and felt i was truly a demon
though theose old time that i destroyed,
i have found a reason.
but you'll never know
you ignorant self centered fuck
no you'll never know
just exactly my twist of luck
i know now i wasnt to blame
but it's you of course
the catalyst of the change
though fate had more in store.
now you will never know
and i couldnt have had it any other way
and you'll never know you little toy
when it's your dyng day.
you threw me away and blamed me for it
and i tried to destroy my soul
i tried to jump back and rekindle a bit
only to dig deeper a hole
but now,everything is in my own order....
i used to think that we were perfection
and that we would be happy with glee
instead i know you were the infection
trying to slowly kill me
the day i see you is the day you die
and i know the some day will come
i know it was you and not i
you wont know where i came from
i was always a demon filled with hate
who never cared for shit
you may have won every debate
i will make u never forget
but for now....
you will never know just exactly what i have done
you wont know i have found a light
to lead me back to the darkest sun
and into my stary night
you'll never know,
as if you ever truly cared
you will never know,
your the one in tainted wear,
you will never know
that you never changed me
you'll never know
you couldnt rearrange me
you'll never know
i was neevr your girl,
you never know
im going to destroy your world
you'll never know......
you set me on fire and beat me always
you made me feel like shit on other days
i felt like such a loser but i did things to
i set you on fire and a black eye just for you
you fucking had it comin because you picked on me
yet somehow called it love,where i thought it was misery
i have gotten wiser and no longer am blind
your soul is mine when its your ass that i find
you wore me out and wore me thin
made me hate myself from within
you did this to me and i let you go free
without a scrath or a bruise from me
well when i come back your soul is mine
you will never rest in peace not ever in time
you acted like you never did anything wrong
now im going to send you where you belong,
you going to pay fully for the shit you pulled on me
until then you'll never know,but one day,you'll see.
*for joey,that fcuking asshole who never had the balls to stand up for his mistakes,who always called me a fucking idiot and couldnt do whatever it taskes,to be a man and be all true,now everyone knows how much i hate you.fucking twat i hope u get AIDS and die you stupid fucking bitch i hate you so much,you wont know though cause your to stupid to even see it comin you fucking fag.you liar,i told you already what happens when you break a promise and look you did not to mentin other shit,so i am entittled to what you owe me you fucking asshole i hate you!!!!hell is going to feel like heaven compared to what i am going to do to you,and when i watch you fucking die and choke on you blood,i know then its all kosher from here on out...bitch.....i fucking hate you.
>.<# ^_^ ~_~
and she lived happily ever after.....*grins evily*
(in case you didnt know by now,i hate this kid alot my hate is fuled by the very fires of hell for the burning passonate animostiy i have for this kid can only be washed out with his own blood....)