Jun 03, 2006 23:48
AHHH i wanna fight rite now i have like so much shit that need to be relased im scared i dont seem normal rite now i feel odd not the same ne more i dno why its not a good thing though but i think its cuz im really hot rite now and i ahte sumthing but really i dont know what i hate i know i know its weird but thats ok im a werido i guess :p but yeah... im really disapointed cuz i gotta go to my moms house soon and if she really wants to she could like keep me there cuz my dad still hasnt signed the leagal thingy to like own me or what ever so yeah that would make me very mad! but hey what eva what eva i dno im to pissed about nothing to rite lol god damn sometimes i hate myself i really do :X i feel that i mess every thing up dkfjdskfj i cant wait till im 18 so far but so close i cant wait to see all ym friends up north uhh omg i miss ashleigh n steffy so much if i could i would drive all the way to TC just to see them they mean so much err makes me mad that they are doing drugs now though or atleast said they are gonna waitbut they want me to do it with them i was like ihh noooo dkfjsaf ppplllllllll IM DONE i cant do it ne more i say that so fuckin much but listen to me fuckers!!! im sober rite now so ahhhhh im screamin im DONE to u all so listen god im fucking reatarted i mix so much emotions together i get confused just typen it lol im sry every one if ive been dumb lately i really am :/ i love you all i really do! and thanksh for being there all the time well most of u ne ways lol
Hmm my week went well.. boren though cuz ive been grounded but erin(bb) came over and we watched The Notebook lol not sad at all but yeah that was fun hmm tonite i went out with my lil bro n his friend for a little cuz they went to a thing where my parnets said i could go lol fun eh?? yeah thought so ur jellious and hmm later on tonite im so smoken some weed and passen out to INCUBUS mmh i love them sex to the ears i sware lol :)
brett christopher adray