anyone will do tonight

[dilapidatedstar]

i'm lonely
but i feel healthy
and feel like i need this time
to do what i need to do
to make myself sane
and take a break
sometimes i'm bored
but in general,
i'm where i should be

i guess thats sort of how i feel right now. you wouldn't really get it unless you know me. and if you get it, that's why i love you and love having you in my life.

with hallowness and hope,
xo
alyssa