america - this is you...

May 15, 2005 12:02

today i didn't leave my apartment.
i barely left my bed.
around 10:30 i went for a drive.
soon realizing i had no place to go, and don't know my way around.
i'm still getting use to this place.
being alone all weekend isn't helping.
i need a job.
hot topic is the weirdest establishment ever.
seriously.
i miss pepperann and cory - and many many others.
i think cory is my soulmate.
i know cory is my soulmate.
aside from everything.
i think i'm happy.
i haven't talked to wally in a long time.
my first reaction is sadness.
but overall, i'm really proud of myself.
its seriously like kicking an addiction - its sick.
i just don't know when everything is going to fall together.
like i always planned it would.

i love all of you who have made my life worth living
xo
alyssa lynn
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