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Is it wrong for me to fuss so much? I can't help it sometimes though. I love him and i just want him to be happy. And it hurts to see him not happy. Well not hurts as such, but i don't like it. And i know it'll all be alright in the end, but meh.
Uni starts again soon. Should be interesting to say the least. I'm going to have to find away to actually make myself go, to stop myself from screwing up again because it would be so easy to have an exact repeatg of last year. I don't want that to happen though. I want to do well. I ought to be able to do well. I know i'm not stupid. I may not be she shiniest apple in the bowl but neither am i the mouldy old rotting one that's underneath all the rest.
Dunno why apples came to mind there. And i'm getting apple cravings now.
Don't really know why i'm posting though. I haven't written on here in a while and it just occured to me that i should. It's all been busy busy busy though. There are so many people that i haven't seen lately. And i miss them. And not just the usual suspects - i've failed to see people that live in the same town, let alone catch up with people who live elsewhere. Busy busy bee.
Well so it seems. In reality i seem to be spending my days in bed. I need a job. Or just some sense of purpose to my life. But hopefully that will come once i'm back at uni. Im quite looking forward to it really. I'm just terrified at the same time.
Hmm this is all getting a bit blabbery. I never have been able to write concisely though. Not the first time round. I have to sit and re-word things for hours. And quite frankly i can't be arsed with that right now. I was going to finish up with the main point of this posting, but seeing as there isn't one i'm a little screwed.....oops!
Hope you are all well.
Uni starts again soon. Should be interesting to say the least. I'm going to have to find away to actually make myself go, to stop myself from screwing up again because it would be so easy to have an exact repeatg of last year. I don't want that to happen though. I want to do well. I ought to be able to do well. I know i'm not stupid. I may not be she shiniest apple in the bowl but neither am i the mouldy old rotting one that's underneath all the rest.
Dunno why apples came to mind there. And i'm getting apple cravings now.
Don't really know why i'm posting though. I haven't written on here in a while and it just occured to me that i should. It's all been busy busy busy though. There are so many people that i haven't seen lately. And i miss them. And not just the usual suspects - i've failed to see people that live in the same town, let alone catch up with people who live elsewhere. Busy busy bee.
Well so it seems. In reality i seem to be spending my days in bed. I need a job. Or just some sense of purpose to my life. But hopefully that will come once i'm back at uni. Im quite looking forward to it really. I'm just terrified at the same time.
Hmm this is all getting a bit blabbery. I never have been able to write concisely though. Not the first time round. I have to sit and re-word things for hours. And quite frankly i can't be arsed with that right now. I was going to finish up with the main point of this posting, but seeing as there isn't one i'm a little screwed.....oops!
Hope you are all well.