graditude
it feels so surreal getting ready to go to my baby shower. this is the first time in my life that someone other then my significant other or family member has thrown me a party. i am amazed at how much effort they have went through. kim, bill and chris...what would i do without you. we have been through so much together.
3 months to go...seems a little daunting. my toes and fingers are starting to look like little sausages. if i stand up too long my ankles grow as big as my knees. oh to be one of those cute little pregnant girls who only grow a nice little beach ball tummy and stay tiny everywhere else. at least i get the free fun experience of porn star proportioned breasts. of course they don't make bras is 34F.
max likes to dance when i try and sleep. its absolutely crazy to feel this being inside doing the watusi.
my monday night yoga students are such good sports as each week we laugh at how i can't do a particular pose anymore.
greg is amazing. he is so steady and clear. who would have thought he would be willing to work more hours, still do all the housework, and give me nightly massages. he even painted my toenails for me today. somehow he seems to find me more attractive even though i resemble a star bellied sneetch.
3 years ago i would have sworn i would never ever under any circumstances have a baby. my how things change when you find your perfect mate. love just simply isn't enough.
this may be the first time since i was six that i have had to trust others enough to help me. to really be there for me. its not nearly as scary as i thought.
3 months to go...seems a little daunting. my toes and fingers are starting to look like little sausages. if i stand up too long my ankles grow as big as my knees. oh to be one of those cute little pregnant girls who only grow a nice little beach ball tummy and stay tiny everywhere else. at least i get the free fun experience of porn star proportioned breasts. of course they don't make bras is 34F.
max likes to dance when i try and sleep. its absolutely crazy to feel this being inside doing the watusi.
my monday night yoga students are such good sports as each week we laugh at how i can't do a particular pose anymore.
greg is amazing. he is so steady and clear. who would have thought he would be willing to work more hours, still do all the housework, and give me nightly massages. he even painted my toenails for me today. somehow he seems to find me more attractive even though i resemble a star bellied sneetch.
3 years ago i would have sworn i would never ever under any circumstances have a baby. my how things change when you find your perfect mate. love just simply isn't enough.
this may be the first time since i was six that i have had to trust others enough to help me. to really be there for me. its not nearly as scary as i thought.