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somehow i managed to get four days off from work.
i wish i knew it was going to happen so i could have planned some kind of adventure.
we should do something, as i am antsy, restless and generally frustrated.
also,
why must i avoid confrontation so much? i have yet to tell my boss that i'm going to montreal for five weeks (in three weeks), just because it will be uncomfortable. i like this job. i want to keep it.
that's just one example, really.
some days i kind of want to start myself over again. i just want to stop cringing at myself.
i miss music, and seem to have lost all motivation and momentum.
maybe it's just a summer thing.
(i just feel like i'm regressing)
ps-hi livejournal!
i wish i knew it was going to happen so i could have planned some kind of adventure.
we should do something, as i am antsy, restless and generally frustrated.
also,
why must i avoid confrontation so much? i have yet to tell my boss that i'm going to montreal for five weeks (in three weeks), just because it will be uncomfortable. i like this job. i want to keep it.
that's just one example, really.
some days i kind of want to start myself over again. i just want to stop cringing at myself.
i miss music, and seem to have lost all motivation and momentum.
maybe it's just a summer thing.
(i just feel like i'm regressing)
ps-hi livejournal!