call me, okay?

[dijkster]

i just canceled my beach party date with sarah.
i was too crampy and gross, and i think i'm going to take pills and spend the day in bed.
that was a semi-lie because i said "i think" when i've already taken pain killers and now i'm going back to bed. (so what i should have said is "i know")
i'm sorry i can't deal with pain.
i love you though.
ps-do i let you down? ever? because if not i think you're the only person who has been spared by adrianna's tragic flaw(s).
(the other one being that i refer to myself in third person) (the first one being that i let everyone down).
i've made a lot of lists lately. all my thought processes seem to have been limited to jot notes. (i actually love jot notes) (i wish i could write my essays in jot notes)
i love parentheses. parenthesi? (if you haven't already noticed)
i also want to write essays in almost complete afterthoughts. seriously. i'll have one declarative sentence and everything else will be an afterthought in a parentheses.
i think these drugs make me act high.
love love,
-loveface.