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proud of me, really? wow are you fucking kidding me? that text was a complete slap in the face to every time i chose to be good to you not because i was weak or dumb but because i cared & genuinely wanted to be the best possible person to you that i could be. i have never felt as disrespected & degraded in my entire life as you made me feel tonight. and to come from the person who i continued to treat w as much respect & esteem as i gave you regardless of whatever shit we were going through. that text wasn't written w good intentions, it was fuckin low. and every ounce of respect i'd ever had for you got flushed down the drain in the time it took for me to read it. damn right i'm going to have fun these next few semesters. you play yourself off as a saint with all of your nice words, but your actions are cowardly baby, & you do everything solely for your own fuckin benefit. thank you for letting me realize how much MORE i deserve. cuz i am so fucking over it.