One Hundred Words For Every Pill I Did Not Take
Night Seven: May 26, 2009
I took an atavan from a girl I know, just to see what it would do. We dispense them at work, and people can get pretty loopy. It didn’t really do much. I mean, it may have kept me from freaking out over something that might usually get to me, but I don’t know. Other than that, I didn’t medicate. Instead I found myself sitting on the porch, writing in my journal as I smoked three cigarettes. Then I went to the gym for an hour and a half. I’m not sure if I can’t, or don’t want to sleep.
I took an atavan from a girl I know, just to see what it would do. We dispense them at work, and people can get pretty loopy. It didn’t really do much. I mean, it may have kept me from freaking out over something that might usually get to me, but I don’t know. Other than that, I didn’t medicate. Instead I found myself sitting on the porch, writing in my journal as I smoked three cigarettes. Then I went to the gym for an hour and a half. I’m not sure if I can’t, or don’t want to sleep.