I've been waiting, begging, pleading, and asking Karen to shave my head for over SEVEN years now. And, as of today, it has been exactly Six years since she promised to follow through and do just that. I've heard about waiting long periods of time for someone to fulfill a promise, but when it takes this long it usually involves reading scripture about Moses and wandering the desert.
I'm tired of waiting. I could have grown my hair out long, shaved my head twice now, and still have a ponytail at this point.
I haven't said anything about it in a while, but she has to know I still want her to do this.
In two months, I will be less than 6 months away from having to renew my license. I'm going to go get my new license, with a photo of my long hair flowing free. And then I'm going to start trying to talk Karen into giving me a haircut, and doing whatever I can to reignite some sort of intimacy and sex life between us.
it seems like every time I think we are just about there, something happens to break down my level of trust with her. Or something comes along to derail our plans. Or, she just relapses into not caring about being close to me.
I want to give myself freely into her loving care. Feel the intimacy between us again.