- Sat, 16:16: 😞
- Sat, 23:16: Today, was a very sad day for me. Right now, I am feeling very hurt and angry, but I will not let that stop me from showing my love. :-( :-(
It's only been one full day, and I miss her blonde hair soo much.
The more time that I have to think about it, the more upset it makes me. I asked her not to color it darker at least twice on the way to the salon, and another two times before Kris had even started to mix the hair color. I even explained why, and it didn't matter. Not even a second's hesitation, or consideration. Just went ahead and did it.
I didn't sleep but maybe an hour last night. This is not going to just go away, or fade away. I want her blonde hair back.
The ONLY thing that went right at the salon yesterday, was that she didn't cut it. It's still long, and getting longer... for now. :-(
I was terrified Kris was going to bust out the scissors and try to match the picture that Karen showed me yesterday. Looked like the side view of an "after picture," that a parent posts of a kid that has cut her own hair.
And to think, that just days and weeks ago I was writing stories and journal entries about how much I had been wrong all of these years in not letting her go full on blonde; and that I have been so enamoured with her golden locks that I WANTED her to cut my hair short again.
Don't see that happening anytime soon.