like a brick wall

Jun 02, 2005 01:12

i never thought it could hit me this hard. the way i feel is incredible. days i see her are amazing. it doesnt matter what we r doing. riding around in the car just holdn her hand, doing manual labor for her cheap ass, or my favorite, layn under the stars with her arms around me, that feeling is what ive been missn for so long. no random girl at a party can fill it, no casual hookup can do this, and no crush can sustain it. im hooked, its simple as that. she gave me a chance. she saw me for me, and thats the world to me.i can trust her, and i know she can trust me...she let me drive her car, thats a big step. im takn a chance here. its pretty much a leap of faith, no going back now without heartbreak so im in this fully. im surprised i havent scared her off yet.........with this i probably will so haha dang shouldnt have wrote that. but its the truth.

on the other note i started my new job today at the house of kobe. thank you tyler i would do anything for u and im soooooooo sorry i coudlnt cover for you tonite, told jason i woudl help him deliver stuff for the mission trip. i really wanted to help you bro honestly, with some more warning i think i could have. speakn of i always got time for the boys, no matter what, always, they have always been there for me and i woudlnt trade that. i expect the same outta her and her friends. anways im an asian man now. im 6'5 and everyone that works there is about 5'3 or so, so everyone asks how tall i am and then asks if i play basketball. but everyone is so nice there and respectful, cant say that about fridays......lazy hoes.

goodnite kids and thanks for listening to me spill my guts....my sappy guts. text me when u get this, even though i wont get it till about 30 mins later.nite
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