so weird...
2020 started w/ me modding dracotops_harry fest and it ended a few weeks ago w/ the 
siriusblackfest + also posting last saturday for the last time for
hogwarts365 -> a comm I've been running on a weekly basis for 7+ years ♥ it's an end of an era in so many ways and I'm not even sure the fests that I run are even going to come back in 2021. I have no obligations that are mod-a-tory (that's a word I made up, totally a thing) for the rest of the year and it's liberating and kind of like... (what am I even doing w/ my life???) haha... I am in this limbo of how the only way I can be productive is by actually creating content | I used to hide behind the MOD umbrella and be like "totally being productive" and I've now allowed myself the freedom from it and now... I just feel... (fill in the blank).
Something.
I feel something.
Maybe this is the first real step I am taking towards walking away from fandom, I reckon. This entry was originally posted at https://digthewriter.dreamwidth.org/798236.html. Thanks for reading
siriusblackfest + also posting last saturday for the last time for
hogwarts365 -> a comm I've been running on a weekly basis for 7+ years ♥ it's an end of an era in so many ways and I'm not even sure the fests that I run are even going to come back in 2021. I have no obligations that are mod-a-tory (that's a word I made up, totally a thing) for the rest of the year and it's liberating and kind of like... (what am I even doing w/ my life???) haha... I am in this limbo of how the only way I can be productive is by actually creating content | I used to hide behind the MOD umbrella and be like "totally being productive" and I've now allowed myself the freedom from it and now... I just feel... (fill in the blank).
Something.
I feel something.
Maybe this is the first real step I am taking towards walking away from fandom, I reckon. This entry was originally posted at https://digthewriter.dreamwidth.org/798236.html. Thanks for reading