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How odd,
I am in the same place where all this started. 255 days, jesus it has been a long time since I began this new segment.
But, here I sit, same as on day one, listening to music at my desk, ashtray at my side, jimmy johns sandwhich half eaten, I feel pretty much the same, aside from the pain killers dulling my brain.
I grew so much, and shrank even more. I learned more about myself this year than I ever knew before.
Welcome week
Rush week
Pledge term
Leaving pledge term
Warm Christmas
Completly frozen january/february/march
not talk for three days
mental breakdown
so much stability
thousands of oz's of alcohol
many grams of marijuana
60 mg of adderol
hours in the library
14 books read
177 friends.
so much discovered
I resent that I have to go back to my youth. I prefer adulthood.
I am in the same place where all this started. 255 days, jesus it has been a long time since I began this new segment.
But, here I sit, same as on day one, listening to music at my desk, ashtray at my side, jimmy johns sandwhich half eaten, I feel pretty much the same, aside from the pain killers dulling my brain.
I grew so much, and shrank even more. I learned more about myself this year than I ever knew before.
Welcome week
Rush week
Pledge term
Leaving pledge term
Warm Christmas
Completly frozen january/february/march
not talk for three days
mental breakdown
so much stability
thousands of oz's of alcohol
many grams of marijuana
60 mg of adderol
hours in the library
14 books read
177 friends.
so much discovered
I resent that I have to go back to my youth. I prefer adulthood.