In a way. I can almost grasp the answer, but there aren't any words... it's too complicated. Maybe it's fear, fear that they don't love us the way we love them, or a need to protect ourselves from vulnerablitity. Love can make you terribly vulnerable.
I was in a strange, philosophical mood last night. *shrug* I was mostly thinking of Debbie and the cruel tricks Pam and I would play on her when we were very young. I think it's part of the reason she responds to the smallest misunderstanding with explosive anger. She uses it like a shield, I think. I sense a lot of vulnerabilty in her and I'm partly to blame. But how can I apologize for something I doubt she even recognizes?
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I was in a strange, philosophical mood last night. *shrug*
I was mostly thinking of Debbie and the cruel tricks Pam and I would play on her when we were very young. I think it's part of the reason she responds to the smallest misunderstanding with explosive anger. She uses it like a shield, I think. I sense a lot of vulnerabilty in her and I'm partly to blame. But how can I apologize for something I doubt she even recognizes?
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