can't sleep.

Jan 11, 2004 23:39

yes. i know it's only 11:39 and usually i'm a night owl, but i have class tommorrow at 8:50 and i need to get a good night's rest. I've been laying in bed for a good while now, and i felt extremely lonely. Why? Because there was not one night, not one single night of last semester, lying in my bed, where i had not either just talked to jesse, or knew he would call me back while i was sleeping. and i was lying in bed, and i had nothing to look forward to. Gah.

I also decided that i cannot make it through this semester on my own. I need Jesus for everything, from remembering a caculator at math class to finding a job to buying a house. There is no way that i can go through it without having peace that i am making the right decisions.

God, please let me get my sleep on.
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