Oct 29, 2007 13:46
Ay naks, so what's been happening?
I wish I could log my day every day and read it near the end of my life to see how pathetic I was as an eighteen year old. Ha, EIGHTEEN. shiet. Anyway... it seems as though I'm not very intelligent / not an intellectual in person. My boyfriend would agree so -- and yes, I still have a boyfriend :] going on 5 months, dearies. I don't know why I don't care about the meaning of life and that I'm sucked into this material world -- just to put it lightly. I apparently don't care because my major concern is SCHOOL. ): I'm so sad. School is so hard; either that, or I'm just really lazy. But I'm studying my ass off. What sucks is that Anatomy class and Microbiology: the break down is that the labs are 25% of the class grade. SO I'm doing well in Anatomy lecture, but I'm not passing the lab! So I have a D. In Microbiology, I'm doing well in the lab but not the lecture! So I have a D, as well. I'm not passing BOTH my science classes. I'm so embarrassed -____- But I've made a back up plan. I'm pretty sure I'm going into the 5-year program, I'm just going to minor in business OR never take a vacation, ever and get all my G.E.'s and lower division classes done-- or as much as I can.
Buuuut, I was planning to go to the Philippines this summer, without my parents. But I kind of need my parents to come with me, but at the same time, I can't bring Mordecai if I go with my parents. I haven't been to the Philippines in a little or 5 years, and it will be 6 years next summer. They're gonna go "Oh shit, you gained weight." Lol. Oh well. I'm there to visit, not to live. I miss the simple lifestyle there. Well, it's easier to hide from the media there and just live on some random indigenous farm. I think the place I would just stay in is Batangas; I miss my random 10th cousins to the 10th power. :/ We used to chase chickens and roosters... and we would take walks and everything. I kinda miss the hot sticky weather because when you took a shower (tabo bath--- haha), you'd be so refreshed. The mosquitoes suck though. If Mordecai goes, he'll blow up like a balloon. Lol. :D We would have to sleep with though bug nets and stuff.
I gotta go to class. Update youuuu later!