(no subject)
er ok, so I've come home from being out at rock city, I'm a little scared to be honest, it's weird as I've never really come home from city like this, as if I'm about to fall over asleep/dead or something. I'm not sure how I'm typing, although I do keep making mistakes, I mean typing really badly, mistakes. I feel all light, in my body and in my head a bit, I also feel tired like every second I'm slightly virtical I'm gonna fall flat. I also have this overiding urge to batter my head against something, that's hearder than it. Another part of me feels a little dizzy. It's really weird, I haven't drunk much either today.
I left Sarah in city with her step sisters, I feel a muppet, all I've wanted to do all day is see sarah and I've gone and walked away from her. Now I'm also feeling vunerable in such a way that I'm worrying about losing her and that maybe I think too much of her so soon. She makes me smile and I seem to love her more and more all the time. Haha.
I'm gonna let my body flop down now. Sorry for the silly rant. I'm sure I'll be fine by the morning. Sleep well everyone, good night xx
I left Sarah in city with her step sisters, I feel a muppet, all I've wanted to do all day is see sarah and I've gone and walked away from her. Now I'm also feeling vunerable in such a way that I'm worrying about losing her and that maybe I think too much of her so soon. She makes me smile and I seem to love her more and more all the time. Haha.
I'm gonna let my body flop down now. Sorry for the silly rant. I'm sure I'll be fine by the morning. Sleep well everyone, good night xx