Cross Post form Myspace.
This has been the most difficult, and happy past two months of my life. I absolutly love it here in Morgantown, I have been accepted into WVU, and will be transferring to the med dept. in the next year. I have come much further with the wedding plans, and grown so much.
I have, however lost contact with one of my closest friends. I dont know why, or how it happened, but it seems as though they have dropped off of the face of the earth. They were going to play an important role in Mike and my wedding, but I am sad to say that it seems as if they no longer want to be part of it.
What I cannot understand, is how you can feel that you wronged someone, just by living so far away from them. I feel as though I have let them down in a way, and I know that I have not. We had such a close and strong relationship a few years ago, and now its as if that person is someone else. Someone that i do not know, and someone that feels uncomfortable to talk to me. I am very hurt and sad by this. I wish some things could go back to the way they were, I miss this friendship, and the laughs, tears, caffiene highs, and stupid drunk jokes. I miss sitting outside the "Bean" until mid afternoon, when we should be at work. I miss having this person to tell my problems and fears to, and listening to their worries. I miss giving advice. I miss Shock Therapy, the outings, the pre-gaming and the fun. I wish that they would jsut tell me whats going on, so I can stop worrying.
I know that I would still, to this day, do anything for them, if they would only ask. I miss you soo much, so please just let me know that you are alive, and are happy. All we want is for you to be happy!
I have, however lost contact with one of my closest friends. I dont know why, or how it happened, but it seems as though they have dropped off of the face of the earth. They were going to play an important role in Mike and my wedding, but I am sad to say that it seems as if they no longer want to be part of it.
What I cannot understand, is how you can feel that you wronged someone, just by living so far away from them. I feel as though I have let them down in a way, and I know that I have not. We had such a close and strong relationship a few years ago, and now its as if that person is someone else. Someone that i do not know, and someone that feels uncomfortable to talk to me. I am very hurt and sad by this. I wish some things could go back to the way they were, I miss this friendship, and the laughs, tears, caffiene highs, and stupid drunk jokes. I miss sitting outside the "Bean" until mid afternoon, when we should be at work. I miss having this person to tell my problems and fears to, and listening to their worries. I miss giving advice. I miss Shock Therapy, the outings, the pre-gaming and the fun. I wish that they would jsut tell me whats going on, so I can stop worrying.
I know that I would still, to this day, do anything for them, if they would only ask. I miss you soo much, so please just let me know that you are alive, and are happy. All we want is for you to be happy!