Oct 15, 2005 00:10
I am doing MASS laundry tomorrow. I have to go through everything that is in the basement in storage and dig out the winter clothing and wash that. Wash the summer shit and put most of that away.
I dont know what we are doing for Halloween. For some reason this year, my friends seem to all be going their own ways agian, and im left sitting here wondering, what about me.
Since when did it come down to Andrea knowing about everything last, never being invited to things? I dont understand that. I ALWAYS try to include everyone in plans, even if I know that they wouldnt be able to or want to part-take.
Atleast I start school in January, will give me a good chance to meet new people and make more/new friends. I need that, desperatly.
Im sick of waiting around to see when other people have time for me, im done coming in second all of the time.
I know I said this before, but its all fine and dandy, people will talk and say they are going to do things, and nothing is ever followed through with.
Blah.
Tiem for people to start giving a shit about me, and how I am, and If I want to do this or that.
I want to sleep but I cannot.