The meaning of life meme
Gakked from amandajane5
1. Go into the archives of your LJ.
2. Find your 42nd entry ever.
3. Link to that entry in a new entry. This is the meaning of your life.
So...they were short so I just re-copied them here. I take it this means that the meaning of my life is Martha-centric Smallville fic? ;)
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July 9th 2003
A Mother's Love
She'd never rock her own child in her arms; never get to be a mother. 'Oh god, this hurts, how in hell are we supposed to survive this?'
"Martha... how are you feeling honey?"
"Jonathan, please, just hold me." Martha felt her control shatter as he pulled her close. She'd craved this, even knowing he was just as devastated as she was.
"He said this was it, it'd be too dangerous for us to try again, another miscarriage would probably kill me."
"Then we stop trying love, losing a child we never knew hurts like hell, losing you would destroy me."
Fairy Dust
The ride back to Smallville from Metropolis seemed even longer than usual, the constant pain in her lower back didn't help matters any.
"Martha, I've still got that delivery to make at Nell's, do you feel up to it honey?"
She'd nodded yes, too tired to think about anything other than getting home, hiding from the world.
Martha thought her heart would shatter when she saw the fairy princess, her whole body aching with its need as she wished for a child of her own.
"Thank you honey..." Startled, Martha looked upward as the sky caught fire
1. Go into the archives of your LJ.
2. Find your 42nd entry ever.
3. Link to that entry in a new entry. This is the meaning of your life.
So...they were short so I just re-copied them here. I take it this means that the meaning of my life is Martha-centric Smallville fic? ;)
_________________________
July 9th 2003
A Mother's Love
She'd never rock her own child in her arms; never get to be a mother. 'Oh god, this hurts, how in hell are we supposed to survive this?'
"Martha... how are you feeling honey?"
"Jonathan, please, just hold me." Martha felt her control shatter as he pulled her close. She'd craved this, even knowing he was just as devastated as she was.
"He said this was it, it'd be too dangerous for us to try again, another miscarriage would probably kill me."
"Then we stop trying love, losing a child we never knew hurts like hell, losing you would destroy me."
Fairy Dust
The ride back to Smallville from Metropolis seemed even longer than usual, the constant pain in her lower back didn't help matters any.
"Martha, I've still got that delivery to make at Nell's, do you feel up to it honey?"
She'd nodded yes, too tired to think about anything other than getting home, hiding from the world.
Martha thought her heart would shatter when she saw the fairy princess, her whole body aching with its need as she wished for a child of her own.
"Thank you honey..." Startled, Martha looked upward as the sky caught fire