Dec 02, 2007 22:56
i can't believe i'm still dealing with this.
wow it's REALLY fucking funny the way people assume i'm writing about them when i'm not. go ahead and think that you're all self-righteous or whatever you want to call it, but i wasn't talking about you. i don't regret the fact that we're not friends anymore. and after the shit that's went down in the past year, i never will. i never said i was innocent in the situation, but i stopped being friends with you for a reason, and that's something YOU have to live with, not me. you can act like you don't care all you want, but you keep addressing it so i feel the need to reiterate the fact that it's done with and has been for a long time now. go ahead and enjoy the fact that i was miserable for a period of time OVER SOMETHING THAT DID NOT INVOLVE YOU. the level of immaturity in this situation is amazing. we're 20, not 12. like i said, i'm done with it, and you should be too.
godddddddddddddddd.
anyway. the end of the semester is approaching rapidly. i'm extremely happy about this. i just have this week of classes left, then i have almost a week off, then two days of finals and it's done. thank god. i went to rowan this weekend and had fun. i love those people. i wish i could just put rowan right in toms river so i could see them on a daily basis. there's a quote that says, "maybe friends are meant to be our soulmates, and guys are just for fun" and i totally agree with it. my girlfriends (rowan and home) are honestly the best people in the world and i love them more than life<3.
i went out to dinner with a few of the girls from gcu last week. good times. i freaking love them. you know when you're with people and you just laugh the whole time? that's what we did. honestly my stomach hurt SO bad from laughing. haha.
i have a ridiculous amount of homework to do over the next few days. totally not looking forward to it. i need to finish an 8 page research paper, write a 4 page history paper, do a take home test, and finish putting together my spanish presentation. ugh gross. i cannot WAIT for this week to be over.
but anywayy things are good right now. i'm excited about the holidays and i've been having a lot of fun lately which i desperately needed. i am sad, however, that a classmate of mine that i graduated with died in a car accident last week. i knew him since we were probably about 7 years old so i am very shocked and sad. it just goes to show that life can be taken from you at any minute. it's really awful. i don't know details about when the wake or funeral is but i think i'm going with greta. i'd assume they'd have them sometime this week. RIP jake roth.. he was a great guy and he'll really be missed.
alright well i am off to bed because i have a long week ahead of me.
goodnight all :)