Jul 22, 2004 15:30
it's kind of sad when you know that people don't want to hang out with you or are avoiding you. it's worse when you're actually together and you just get this bad karma, like you know they don't want to be there. and it's worst of all when you keep trying anyway.
why do we make ridiculous amounts of effort towards friendships that are obviously meant to fall apart? if they were meant to be kept, we wouldn't have to work so hard.
this was my first entry in a long time, but i felt i needed to post... seeing as most of my friendships are collapsing and i have no one to talk to but this technological device of a diary.
i'm sorry for whining but people don't understand that a friendship or any sort of relationship is valuable.