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What do I do when I can't rely on someone, someone critical to my life and a life I want to retain. Is it as simple as the fact that -I- have to do everything to fight for that life? Further, what if my batteries are dead? What if I have no more 'fight' left in me, no energy, no motivation? Surely, I can rely on someone just -once-, to pull through and yet I feel it's the 11th hour and 59th minute, and no last-minute save is going to be forth-coming, such is my confidence in my savior. I have little enough energy to feed myself, let alone do anything that asks more of me, a pity human beings don't come with an off-switch. Can I just give in, and be done with it all because this is tiring me and I have little left of note, certainly nothing worth making a last-ditch effort for and additionally, no reason to either.
Life, is black and white, where once it was color.
Life, is black and white, where once it was color.