outrageous
what a fantastically outrageous weekend was had by kelly and i. thursday was dinner fun at paragon (of course) with kel and emily. vinny gave us what we thought was a brush off, but it turns out he didn't even see us. (or so he says). Friday, Kelly, her friend Jen and I met up with Steve and Emily at Dolce for some coffee, then we went over to Mediterraneo for Sole (minus steve and em); not a bad night, kelly wore my stilettos which were killing her, so we left early, no big deal since both of us had to work the next morning. boo..
saturday night.....ooooooooooooooooooh dear. i was intoxicated to the Nth degree. Had some douchebag waiter, who eventually got cut and then Vinny took our table over (yaaaaaaaaay!). I thought he hated me because he wasn't being chatty, but when i went to the ladies room, he told kelly i was the cutest girl he's met in a long time...... yay to that as well. he called me at 3 am when he got out of work. seriously, i don't believe you are gay. you are feeling me way too much for someone who doesn't like girls. seriously, he said to me "i don't understand how guys are mean to you, you're so cute" truth. we talked for a few, but i was in and out of sleep due to my intoxication, so he let me pass out.
called him to see if he wanted to go to diesel with me, so i could see rrrrrrramon play, but he was tired from working 398402343 hours in two days. understandable. so, i'm on my way and kelly calls, i convince her to come with me. god, i felt home again at the gay club. i missed it more than words can express. caught up with paulie and bryan again. bryan's boyfriend is HOTT. way to go bryan. ramon looked fabulous as usual. i gave him the little free bottle of Glow i got, he adored it. (cause i wear it, lol).
and then, i danced on the bar. seriously, what is scary about that is that i was SOBER. it was the most FREE i've felt in a long time. i just said, fuck it, i'm gonna do it, there's no guy here who's going to try to molest me (they're all gay for the most part). so i did. so liberating. a fantabulous gay boy told me that i was j.lo. probably the one comment that made my LIFE. i am becoming a gay magnent. i adore nothing more. gay men telling you you're hot and pretty is SUCH a confidence booster. cause i think they are more critical than straight guys sometimes, so it means a lot coming from them.
last night, kelly and i went out to mourn the last night of public smoking in RI. went to paragon, again. really, everyone there knows us now and comes over to our table to say hi. i mean, people who don't even normally wait on us. there is something wrong but oh so right about that. vinny was our waiter again....swoon. he called me emotionally cold because i didn't jump all over him like a puppy, but i was mellow and cold from the snow, and i apologized if i came across bitchy. i can't be mad at that kid, ever. his accent just makes everything better. that, and the comment about crying the first time he saw snow. too cute for words.
worked open to close today because someone called out. i love it. no, really, i don't. worked 12 hours. excellent. and now it's time for rest cause it's back to the grind tomorrow.
xoxo.
saturday night.....ooooooooooooooooooh dear. i was intoxicated to the Nth degree. Had some douchebag waiter, who eventually got cut and then Vinny took our table over (yaaaaaaaaay!). I thought he hated me because he wasn't being chatty, but when i went to the ladies room, he told kelly i was the cutest girl he's met in a long time...... yay to that as well. he called me at 3 am when he got out of work. seriously, i don't believe you are gay. you are feeling me way too much for someone who doesn't like girls. seriously, he said to me "i don't understand how guys are mean to you, you're so cute" truth. we talked for a few, but i was in and out of sleep due to my intoxication, so he let me pass out.
called him to see if he wanted to go to diesel with me, so i could see rrrrrrramon play, but he was tired from working 398402343 hours in two days. understandable. so, i'm on my way and kelly calls, i convince her to come with me. god, i felt home again at the gay club. i missed it more than words can express. caught up with paulie and bryan again. bryan's boyfriend is HOTT. way to go bryan. ramon looked fabulous as usual. i gave him the little free bottle of Glow i got, he adored it. (cause i wear it, lol).
and then, i danced on the bar. seriously, what is scary about that is that i was SOBER. it was the most FREE i've felt in a long time. i just said, fuck it, i'm gonna do it, there's no guy here who's going to try to molest me (they're all gay for the most part). so i did. so liberating. a fantabulous gay boy told me that i was j.lo. probably the one comment that made my LIFE. i am becoming a gay magnent. i adore nothing more. gay men telling you you're hot and pretty is SUCH a confidence booster. cause i think they are more critical than straight guys sometimes, so it means a lot coming from them.
last night, kelly and i went out to mourn the last night of public smoking in RI. went to paragon, again. really, everyone there knows us now and comes over to our table to say hi. i mean, people who don't even normally wait on us. there is something wrong but oh so right about that. vinny was our waiter again....swoon. he called me emotionally cold because i didn't jump all over him like a puppy, but i was mellow and cold from the snow, and i apologized if i came across bitchy. i can't be mad at that kid, ever. his accent just makes everything better. that, and the comment about crying the first time he saw snow. too cute for words.
worked open to close today because someone called out. i love it. no, really, i don't. worked 12 hours. excellent. and now it's time for rest cause it's back to the grind tomorrow.
xoxo.