.sick.
i'm so fucking bummed out. i wanted to go out tonight and have some fun really badly... but i started getting a headache around 7pm. we went to the mall to get a father's day present, and by the time we got back i really wasn't feeling well. now i have a migraine, i feel nauseaus, and my shoulders and back hurt all the way down like it does when you have the flu, or a really bad migraine.
before this i was having an amazing day. dusty and i washed my car, and then my dad's. we pulled the cars onto the grass, and ended up having a full on water-fight with the hose and pitchers of water. the shower after that lead to some amazing sex, which led to another shower. :) and then we munched on some chips and did the shopping thing, and here i am now. had to flake out on doing anything because i feel so shitty.
my mom and dad barbequed even because i asked them to, and i could hardly eat it. stuffed down about half a piece of chicken and a few fries... i just feel bad... depressed... i don't have all the time in the world or so many chances for such a good day, so one day starts going really well, and i get sick.
i'm downing some pills, and going to lay down. dusty took off to drink with some friends (i'm not going to force him to stay in just because i don't feel good, like a lot of people would do), so i think i'll gel in front of the window and try to fall asleep.
before this i was having an amazing day. dusty and i washed my car, and then my dad's. we pulled the cars onto the grass, and ended up having a full on water-fight with the hose and pitchers of water. the shower after that lead to some amazing sex, which led to another shower. :) and then we munched on some chips and did the shopping thing, and here i am now. had to flake out on doing anything because i feel so shitty.
my mom and dad barbequed even because i asked them to, and i could hardly eat it. stuffed down about half a piece of chicken and a few fries... i just feel bad... depressed... i don't have all the time in the world or so many chances for such a good day, so one day starts going really well, and i get sick.
i'm downing some pills, and going to lay down. dusty took off to drink with some friends (i'm not going to force him to stay in just because i don't feel good, like a lot of people would do), so i think i'll gel in front of the window and try to fall asleep.