May 16, 2006 22:48
I hate days where I just want to lock myself up in my room.
I've got too much on my mind.
And I feel like I'm losing everything I once cared about...
My friends.
My life.
My love.
All are fading away in front of my eyes.
Maybe when the smoke clears I'll feel a little better.
Whenever that will be... I have no idea.
Sometimes... I just want to sleep for years... And wake up to a better life.
Thank God for my cat, though. And my Mom. Without them... I'd probably be dead right now.
Somedays, I feel like they are the only ones I really truly have left.
Isn't that terrible?