(no subject)
A little drunken 'poetry' if you could call it that...
I wish that I could be the one to pick up the pieces for you...
I wish I could be the one who puts your building blocks in their place...
I wish I could be the one whose smile cast away your clouds...
I wish I could be the one whose kiss could destroy your tears...
I wish that my hug was your tool used to completely drown your sorrows...
I wish my embrace was what it took to make you feel complete...
I wish I could look you dead in the eyes and I would be all you saw...
Not the problems, not the stress, not the drama, not the bullshit...
Just me.
I wish I was enough...
I wish I was all you needed...
I wish I was the boy you loved...
I wish it was my icy cold heart that you'd let your fiery personality thaw...
I wish I could make you feel better...
I wish I could make you feel whole...
I wish I could at least make a dent...
I just wish I was good enough...
And as the days pass by, I feel less and less like the one you want, like the one you need...
With each moment that comes, I feel less important... Less necessary...
I feel like less of a person.
But it's not really your fault... I think I made it this way... I think I put myself here.
And I really think I put YOU here...
WOW. That sucked.
Thanks for even bothering.
I wish that I could be the one to pick up the pieces for you...
I wish I could be the one who puts your building blocks in their place...
I wish I could be the one whose smile cast away your clouds...
I wish I could be the one whose kiss could destroy your tears...
I wish that my hug was your tool used to completely drown your sorrows...
I wish my embrace was what it took to make you feel complete...
I wish I could look you dead in the eyes and I would be all you saw...
Not the problems, not the stress, not the drama, not the bullshit...
Just me.
I wish I was enough...
I wish I was all you needed...
I wish I was the boy you loved...
I wish it was my icy cold heart that you'd let your fiery personality thaw...
I wish I could make you feel better...
I wish I could make you feel whole...
I wish I could at least make a dent...
I just wish I was good enough...
And as the days pass by, I feel less and less like the one you want, like the one you need...
With each moment that comes, I feel less important... Less necessary...
I feel like less of a person.
But it's not really your fault... I think I made it this way... I think I put myself here.
And I really think I put YOU here...
WOW. That sucked.
Thanks for even bothering.