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this week had its ups and downs, but the ups defintely made up for it. lisa and i went to see boys night out tuesday. my god, they were great. i love that band so much. i really hate when bands leave the stage and then come back and play an encore. they were honest and were like: "we have two songs left, thats it, nothing else." they also played a torrid love affair, for which they promised to never play again. that made me happy. wednesday we went to six flags in new jersey. it was pretty fun until the end. i got kind of upset about something, and i guess it affected everyones mood. i didn't mean for that to happen, i still wanted everyone to have a good time. i didn't really do anything thursday cause everyone went out to bar, and my sonar adventure on friday ended abruptly when i tryed to kick nick in the face, slipped and fell straight on my hand. that fucking sucked, i've been in alot of pain lately, but it's slowly going away. saturday i almost got fired from my job because i had off of work, and management said i was on the schedule. fucking ridiculous. too much drama, they finally got over and things were cool but i'm gonna put in my two weeks. on a bright note i went to a family party thingy on saturday and got to see alot of people i havent in awhile. my cousin is going through some shit right now and i'm just glad i can be there for him. we played flip cup and got drunk as hell. the old people beat the younger ones.. what the fuck? haha that night me, lisa and heather went to this bar in timonium so they could meet their step brother. i guess i didn't figure on it being a bar and i had a bad time. i wasn't really social. i could have made the best out of the situation, but i didn't. i think next time something like that comes about i'll be a little more open about it and just try to have fun because i'm with my friends. lisa and i talked about it for awhile, we had a long conversation about things on friday as well. we've got our problems to work out i guess. eventually things will be right. i really hope so. sunday i worked and then we both went to my aunts house again, only this time there were a totally different group of people there and i was very thrown off so i drank haha. it was cool, my family are a bunch of fun drunks. i've come to realize that shit happens. if i'm brought down by something or i feel horrible. i can get over it, pick myself up and just keep going. i think the best piece of advice i could have ever received the other night was the the fact that if i sit around and feel bad or i'm miserable, the best thing to do is make best of the situation or whatever is going on. i defintely appreciate constructive criticism. i know sometimes i don't receive things well, but i hear it, i understand it. you got through to me <3