MY LONELY LJ

[digitaldummy]

I havent posted in a while.
Been working. When im not working.
Im sleeping. When im not sleeping.
Im working. And about 2 days a month
i get to do whatever i want, which
usually ends up me doing a mountain
of laundry or sleeping...

I saw Kyle the other day, it was
awesome! He was so happy to see me
I went to his day care with Jaime
to pick him up. He jumped in my arms
and the first thing he said was
'remember when i jumped on u and
woke u up'.. that was the last time
i saw him before this time, i was
sleeping on the couch, and he jumped on
me lol.. he is so fucking smart its
unreal. I want to see him atleast once
a week. When im away from him im so
empty. I think i might see him for a
little while tomorrow. I promised him
i'd see him on saturday but i was called
into work.. I've been coming in and
out of his life, and its not healthy
for him. So im going to stay in his
life.

I have to work tonight.. Its a fuckin
blast. Rachael came into the store
with her gf lastnight, and Danielle came in
(i think thats her name anyway)
she makes me feel like sucha ass lol
but its funny, cuz at Paradise Ladies 2000
in June i got soooooooooooooo drunk, and
somewhere inbetween my 8 screw drivers
the words "Ur so cute" stumbled out of
my mouth, while i was looking at her..
So she always has to bring it up.

Never a dull moment