Not again
Well im going through it again. I cant believe it will be 2years on saturday since my grandfather pasted away. Its been 11 months this month since my father past away and now fiona has got a blood clot in her upper thigh. at the moment its okay but we have to wait. Waiting is the worst part of everything. they have given her treatment and at the moment she is on a drug for it. Fingers crossed she will come through this. I dont know what i will do if i lost her to. But we have to stay positive. Everything will be okay. I just dont understand why we keep getting this happening to us. What have we done wrong? There are people out there that have done worst and my family is coping it.
I feel like im the reason this is happeneing, everything i did in high school, everything im doing now. I feel like this is happening becasue ive been doing wrong. I need to change and do right from now on.
i just dont know how?
I feel like im the reason this is happeneing, everything i did in high school, everything im doing now. I feel like this is happening becasue ive been doing wrong. I need to change and do right from now on.
i just dont know how?