Aug 12, 2004 00:57
I have not smoked pot in such a long time, that when I do, I am super stoned. It's fun to forget :). I feel so much more alive now that I do not smoke everyday. I had lost all my energy to do anything with my life, or even anything at all. My body felt so much older, it was a drag. I smoked tonight though... I picked all of the little shit off the stems that I kept for a this reason.
I have been working at Hope Haven for alittle longer than 6 months now. Though we have had alot of money issues recently, which really is a result of our own actions, we are getting through this. I am learning to deal with stress better ) actually I am high, i'm sure thats not the case). We both are focused on our future. We have direction.
School starts soon. I am so excited!