The Time Is Now,It's Do or Die....

Sep 02, 2004 23:43

Howdy Folks,
I just got back from shopping for new school clothes with Dad.We first went to Walmart and after finding only one decent pair of jeans we picked up a bunch of boxers & then went to Kmart.I got another 2 pairs of carpenter jeans.I also picked up a shirt since I don't have enough normal clothes,not that there is a problem with my band shirts,but I need more regular articles of clothing.They had hoodies and fleece pulover things,so I picked up a zip up hoodie.We then drove back to Green Acres and Dad went into Macy's to buy some sneakers for himself.I left him to his own devices and ran down to FYE & picked up the new Papa Roach CD.

I got home and Mom called me back because I called her in the car coming home.After listening to the first two tracks she called my cell which I asked her not to do,but she probably didn't hear me because my connection was shitty.So she called the house line and we got into a fight but after cooling down I called her back and now we are just bullshitting on the phone.In the mean time I was feeling blah and pissed and so I lost all my excitment about hearing the new album,but after relaxing a bit I listened to some more of it and it is good for the most part.However,some of the songs feel like they are lacking.Must be because Howard "The Bastard" Benson,as I like to call him,produced it.He must be like the top producer for Gefen or something,because he did the Cold CD too,which is how he earned his nickname.that dude sucks ass as a producer.I think he actually tunes bands into thier negative points to make shitty albums.But this CD is pretty good for the most part.It doesn't have the energy that Lovehatetragedy had,but it is still decent enough to make me feel like I didn't waste my money.

I went to work today and things felt a tad aggrivating.I don't know how things are going to work out but I told Dad about my Hot Topic idea and he seemed to approve of it,so that makes me feel kind of confident that if I do this it is not a stupid move.He even said something like "realistically,you probably aren't going to be able to work at John's after school starts,"and he is pretty much correct.It is going to be wicked hard,but I don't want to just say fuck it,I am not concerned.I want to make it work if it can,but since john isn't started school until the fall,things may just become even more difficult as Barbara has spoken of seeking a full time employee to fill Clem's spot.John will probably be full time until february,but there may still be another position in the works.It sadens me to think this way,but I am only being realistic.Maybe Hot Topic would actually be the best thing for me.I am going to apply by the middle of the month,based on how the flow is with school and working for John.

Dad said I can go to Deftones @ Starland on October 29th.I have decided not to go to the God Forbid show,I simply don't have the cash for it.I asked him about In Flames,he said his gut instinct is no,since I have a shitty track record with getting up for school the days after a concert.But he said he'll discuss it with mom before saying "no".

This is going to end here,so until it happens again,this has been Paul saying "Good Fight,Good Night!!"
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