When Winter Strikes Back!!!
Paul's sister is an alien, oh well
I seen some things I thought I never saw
Covered in hair (hair)
My how the tables have turned...Three days of pondering the situation has drawn a couple different conclusions for me. One, If I'm like you when I'm in my mid-forties then I will personally throw myself from the top of a tall building. Why I let you and a few others get to me is sometimes beyond my comprehension. Now though it's more like how could I have been so ignorant to the facts that were staring me in the face (a recurring theme these days it would appear). It's not worth my sanity to suck up to you, or to let you walk all over me with your bumbling corporate sales pitches of how you are going to improve my life skills and advance my career oppurtunities going forward. Two, maybe looking for another job may not be the correct choice from a financial perspective, but if it means starting anew, with none of the baggage attached to my shoulders at all times then so be it. I have far more important things to worry about then whether you sold 12 $5 lattes a day last week. eat a bag of dicks! Ill find out soon enough who the other people are....The "partners" who couldn't look me in the face but would rather talk to the unstable and weak-willed wonder. The sad part is I may not actually get the real answers because he can't form complete sentences sometimes.....But I suppose that's not entirely your fault.
And I'm caught between.
Myself and me.
And I,
Can't find the bridge
From my mind to reality.
I'm trying to find.
A place in the sun.
But I'm drowning in the rain
That's falling every place I run
My VCR is broken........Officially now I think.....:( that makes me sad....How am I supposed to watch my VHS movies now? :(.......And then last night i completely demolished a bowl and a glass on my bedroom floor at like 3am.......OOPS!...thankfully nobody got up to check it out and my mum didn't say anything this morning.....-_^ odd. This is why travel mugs when going upstairs in the dark at night are a good idea. It was a really nice couple of days off.....some parts of it were really really awesome, some very cold. At least some of us were happy and warm, right? poor Jason #2. It's odd I sometimes wonder how Scarborough and Toronto can hang out together and still have fun.....Yet in the end, instead of drawing guns....they decide they are both cool and hold hands instead :)
You got a hold of some of my pieces,
Formed yourself a interlocking work in progress,
Just when you thought you had all the right ones,
I posed the question,
"What do you have?"
You thought to yourself, I showed you the ones I held back,
Then you were truly puzzled.
What was the sense of letting you in at all?
Should have left you screaming through the crack in the doorway,
Wondering what it means to have fantasy meet reality,
I didn't offer you the pain and sadness,
Ultimately that's what you left with.
Which one of us really knew what we were doing?
You can try to find me,
To follow me down that road where we first met.
Only it's cold and barren next to that ditch where I used to lay,
In the distance you can see rain,
Sunshine creeping through the clouds on the opposite horizon,
That will be your reminder of me and the happiness that you tried to rip from my soul...
You know why they call it a dirty lie?
Because you were there.