the quiet things no one ever knows
So my new plan is thinking about moving out to texas... saving the money for now.. and thinking about it.. i have until this summer to do so anyways.. all i need to do is figure out how my scholarship money would transfere and all that great stuff...
ARE YOU STILL COMING OUT HERE? MY PARENTS ARE OUT OF TOWN THIS WEEK!
i know i did something you didnt approve of, and youre probably still mad at me.. but ya know i didnt tell you for a reason.. and this is it,i didnt want you to be mad or disappoined. Other than what happened between Asian and myself, now you know everything.And im almost positive that youre still going to talk and hang out with her even though now you know... and its probably good that you do, she has no one else. Have fun with her at castles n coasters... the only real reason why i didnt want to go. i heard you last night on the phone with her... so please, and i mean this.. have fun.
BTW: the comment about you not being drunk enough, wasnt necessary, i wouldnt. even if i had the opportunity, i wouldnt. Which has been proved. That and it was just flat out mean and hurtful towards me. i know you dont see me that way.. and im sure its because im not good enough.. so fine by me.. just dont make stupid comments like that..if you never liked me, you should have never told me that you "debated" it.. now that i look back on it... it was all just BS, wasnt it? i got the point a long time ago...im over it
I had a fun good time last night. my buddies and i just had a blast hanging out in the hot tub, falling all over the place, having some interesting conversations, and most of all...watching some fucked up movie, clock work orange? i think it was.. creepy, trippy movie.
Felix... dun dun dun.. we decided not to go anywhere.. and i think its maily because hes ready to settle down.. hes freakin 25 for christs sake.. and im only 19,20 in november.. still a baby.. too young to die. He was nice, i admit that...but not the one for me.. sigh, oh well.. im over it...on to better and bigger things...
HELLO TEXAS...summer time is right around the corner...
btw, im not going to go to bailey. f that.
ARE YOU STILL COMING OUT HERE? MY PARENTS ARE OUT OF TOWN THIS WEEK!
i know i did something you didnt approve of, and youre probably still mad at me.. but ya know i didnt tell you for a reason.. and this is it,i didnt want you to be mad or disappoined. Other than what happened between Asian and myself, now you know everything.And im almost positive that youre still going to talk and hang out with her even though now you know... and its probably good that you do, she has no one else. Have fun with her at castles n coasters... the only real reason why i didnt want to go. i heard you last night on the phone with her... so please, and i mean this.. have fun.
BTW: the comment about you not being drunk enough, wasnt necessary, i wouldnt. even if i had the opportunity, i wouldnt. Which has been proved. That and it was just flat out mean and hurtful towards me. i know you dont see me that way.. and im sure its because im not good enough.. so fine by me.. just dont make stupid comments like that..if you never liked me, you should have never told me that you "debated" it.. now that i look back on it... it was all just BS, wasnt it? i got the point a long time ago...im over it
I had a fun good time last night. my buddies and i just had a blast hanging out in the hot tub, falling all over the place, having some interesting conversations, and most of all...watching some fucked up movie, clock work orange? i think it was.. creepy, trippy movie.
Felix... dun dun dun.. we decided not to go anywhere.. and i think its maily because hes ready to settle down.. hes freakin 25 for christs sake.. and im only 19,20 in november.. still a baby.. too young to die. He was nice, i admit that...but not the one for me.. sigh, oh well.. im over it...on to better and bigger things...
HELLO TEXAS...summer time is right around the corner...
btw, im not going to go to bailey. f that.