Mar 22, 2005 10:33
I had the most horrible dreams lastnight. Even though I know I could get more sleep right now, I don't even want to try.
I had one dream where I shot myself in the head. And Mike came home, but I was still alive. I was awful. I was alive for a day, knowing that I was going to die, and now wanting to. It ended up that I had shot myself with a BB gun and that's why I didn't die quickly. I don't think I was trying to commit suicide.. I just shot myself in the head...
And the other one (not quite so horrible, but disterbed me) Mike and I were at my mom's. She had gotten a few more animals, another cat and three lizards. Well the dogs and the new cat started to terrorize the lizards. So I was picking them up and putting them back into their tanks, but the last one didn't have one. It was a skink(sp) that was pretty big. It was just sitting on my shoulder and I told my mom that it would be fine there for now. When we were leaving Mike walks out with a bottle of Jack that's 3/4 of the way gone. That was a funny moment.
So yeah, the last one you'll laugh at me not wanting to go back to sleep because of it. But really... the way all those animals were being treated was bad.