Jun 01, 2010 14:45
I'm not quite sure how I feel about this. I guess this is how a father feels when his baby girl starts dating for the first time, only I'm not a father. I'm her big brother but then again, dad isn't around much. I just found out Hikari was dating Miyako, and I'm happy for her, I mean, even though my relationships haven't been the best, that doesn't mean this is bad. I just worry about her. It took me a little while to really process it and get over the idea that Hikari is dating, She's dating, she's dating Miyako... I didn't really have the courage right then and there to ask how many people knew and how long it had been going on. And I'm not even sure if I should talk to Miyako or where to start. I mean, what do you say to your little sister's girlfriend that you just found out about?
Other than that we had a good time. Hikari played with Tribble and he seemed to enjoy himself, now just one more thing to add along with trying to help out Iori. He was pretty upset that one day so there's no way I'm leaving him be. I think he really needs a friend so I'm going to keep running with him. And then there's Takeru, sure, just innocent flirting, but am I really that obvious? I'm sure he probably knows I'm still hung up about Yamato. I wonder if it's that obvious to everyone else. Going clubbing did me some good. Maybe I should just forget about Yamato and get myself back on the dating market. Because you know, he's just so happy, wouldn't give a damn how I feel. Some best friend, he still won't talk to me.
I guess it's just time I let it all go, let him go. I can find someone new, different, better... yeah, better than you Yamato. Your brother is right. I'll find someone for me... someday.
iori,
dinner,
miyako,
yamato,
tribble,
hikari,
dating,
takeru