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i want to write again. my only problem with short stories now are i have to be happy to not become depressed while i write them but when i am happy i tend to want to live and be happy not feel the pain and emotions in which must to write.
i should try anyways. now that i have ptsd i may get away without feeling depressed. who knows. what i should really write down is my time at the port of olympia and aberdeen, about my time in atlanta and just general organizing crap. i guess it will all happen when the moment to pressure myself into it strikes me.
for now i will just ponder about life and how i can make relations work. seeing how i cannot be what people want me to be, but i certainly cannot ignore what others want.
ce la vie. je t'aime mon ami.
i should try anyways. now that i have ptsd i may get away without feeling depressed. who knows. what i should really write down is my time at the port of olympia and aberdeen, about my time in atlanta and just general organizing crap. i guess it will all happen when the moment to pressure myself into it strikes me.
for now i will just ponder about life and how i can make relations work. seeing how i cannot be what people want me to be, but i certainly cannot ignore what others want.
ce la vie. je t'aime mon ami.