ugh i dont understand guys!!!!
i dont really understand guys at all!! why DO they do things like that?!? ugh pisses me off! (has anyone else noticed how many times i've said i'm pissed off lately?)
anyway, the thing im not understanding is stuff that went on with conor and mims today. conor took mims off to the side today, and they kinda disappeared. we (me, jim, tido) assumed they were off making out. yea they came back in a few min and it was all good, right? wrong. i just got home like an hour 45 mins ago cuz i had to take 2 french tests, and i called mims. i didnt ask, but she said that when conor had taken her off to the side, he had said something along the lines of "I dont want to be mean or anything, and dont get me wrong i really really like you, but i feel like you're smothering me." wtf is that about?? they hardly ever see each other! and when they do its like only at lunch! he said he just didnt want to have to spend every single lunch hour with her, and that he wanted to do his own thing sometimes. i dont get him! he already does do his own thing! ugh confusing guy! back to their talk. mims asked him if there was anything else, and conor said that she said "Oh my god" too much and that she doesnt feel him up enough. **shakes head** oy that guy is just odd.
lunch was fun however, seeing as i didnt know this was going on. inigo came upstairs like 1/2 way through lunch. i didnt even think he was at school anymore, because i had seen him in the morning but he wasnt there and he had been sick the day before and yea. however, he had just had to go home to get his cleats for rugby practise after school. hehehehe i had a blue ring pop, and it had dyed my entire mouth (lips, tongue, and teeth included) BRIGHT BLUE!!! my mouth actually still is blue come to think of it. :) yes well, we ended up going up to the 3rd floor and making out! :D hehehehe his mouth/lips/tongue all got dyed blue too!! so amusing. but i had been like exhausted all day, and for a while i was just resting with my head on his chest and he had his head against mine, and i was almost falling asleep! :) but inigo was being his great self again. he said i could go to sleep and that hed just wake me up when the bell rang, but i told him that i was amazingly grumpy when i wake up, and so i didnt go to sleep. but it was so nice!! muchfun!
ooo now im all worried about conors and mims relationship. cuz if they break up, it'll be horrible! not just for her, but for me and inigo as well because theyre both our friends (respectively and partly mutually), and it would be horrible because they would be all awkward around each other, and that wouldnt be good for our relationship. omg im so selfish! theyre having probs, and all i can think of is our relationship! ugh! bad me! o, i would also hafta comfort mims and that would mean hating conor, which just would be bad. oy this is confusing!
anyway, the thing im not understanding is stuff that went on with conor and mims today. conor took mims off to the side today, and they kinda disappeared. we (me, jim, tido) assumed they were off making out. yea they came back in a few min and it was all good, right? wrong. i just got home like an hour 45 mins ago cuz i had to take 2 french tests, and i called mims. i didnt ask, but she said that when conor had taken her off to the side, he had said something along the lines of "I dont want to be mean or anything, and dont get me wrong i really really like you, but i feel like you're smothering me." wtf is that about?? they hardly ever see each other! and when they do its like only at lunch! he said he just didnt want to have to spend every single lunch hour with her, and that he wanted to do his own thing sometimes. i dont get him! he already does do his own thing! ugh confusing guy! back to their talk. mims asked him if there was anything else, and conor said that she said "Oh my god" too much and that she doesnt feel him up enough. **shakes head** oy that guy is just odd.
lunch was fun however, seeing as i didnt know this was going on. inigo came upstairs like 1/2 way through lunch. i didnt even think he was at school anymore, because i had seen him in the morning but he wasnt there and he had been sick the day before and yea. however, he had just had to go home to get his cleats for rugby practise after school. hehehehe i had a blue ring pop, and it had dyed my entire mouth (lips, tongue, and teeth included) BRIGHT BLUE!!! my mouth actually still is blue come to think of it. :) yes well, we ended up going up to the 3rd floor and making out! :D hehehehe his mouth/lips/tongue all got dyed blue too!! so amusing. but i had been like exhausted all day, and for a while i was just resting with my head on his chest and he had his head against mine, and i was almost falling asleep! :) but inigo was being his great self again. he said i could go to sleep and that hed just wake me up when the bell rang, but i told him that i was amazingly grumpy when i wake up, and so i didnt go to sleep. but it was so nice!! muchfun!
ooo now im all worried about conors and mims relationship. cuz if they break up, it'll be horrible! not just for her, but for me and inigo as well because theyre both our friends (respectively and partly mutually), and it would be horrible because they would be all awkward around each other, and that wouldnt be good for our relationship. omg im so selfish! theyre having probs, and all i can think of is our relationship! ugh! bad me! o, i would also hafta comfort mims and that would mean hating conor, which just would be bad. oy this is confusing!